Well hello there, well today I'm not sure is wrong, for the last few weeks all I've wanted to do is cry. A few day's ago I visited Karla at Karla's Cottage, and read her post on her mother, very beautiful and sweet, but I found myself crying, I thought it was just feeling alittle emotional that day, and how beautiful Karla wrote her short story, but today I have cryed half the day away, I keep asking my self what is wrong with me, even just writing about it now I'm tearing up. WHAT'S WRONG.. sob, sob, sob.
I have everything I need beautiful home, beautiful family and not to mention my beautiful website and all the creation's in it, and all you beautiful lady's that come and visit me on my blog. Yes I'm turning forty this year and I must say I don't feel it, and also know that's not my problem as I'm not one to dwell on age turning, Is this first stage of menopause, I do get the occational hot flush, but I've just put it down to our hot weather.
Well I'm not that old........or am I.
And I don't think it depression, as most of the time I'm happy go lucky, with not a care in the world, I have alway's found something to do creative wise, to keep the mind busy, I don't dwell on the past, always head. Sorry lady's for having to read this, I didn't want to pour my heart out, on my blog, I thought I'm ment to just write about thing on prettie's and what's going on in my creative world, but today welllllllll, I don't think that's going to happen, I was asked by my dear friend Beckie, am I pregnant? I told her I not sure, and that I'm due for mthly on friday, but I don't think it could be that.......could it... Naaaah. Could that happen, you know make you cry half the day away if your pregnant I have heard stranger thing's when your pregnant, like eating dirt Beckie.......lol now that made me laugh. Ok lady's on that note I must go, maybe I'll feel happier tomorrow and get out of the right side of my bed and not the emotional one.
With love and warm regards, now that I don't write, I always put Hugs.